Thanks Dan,

I do like to understand where someone is coming from. I am 33 too, will be 34 in a few months . I see the wrinkles coming already. I also suffered with bipolar through early childhood. I had psychosis by 11... I think me and you can probably both understand each other on the impact Bipolar makes on you when you are so young.

You know I didn't use to have any happiness in my life, and I don't mean like just feeling happy, smiling, whatever. I mean inner peace, a calmness, content, A place inside my self that I can draw on even when life gets hard. It does wax and wane, but I can always come back to it. Now anyways, wasn't always like that tho.. farthest thing from it actually.

But for you, I do hope that you kind find some peace one day. Trust me.. I don't say this like I think it's easy. It's not, and I know that. But I can still hope for it, right?

It's very hard to see good people like yourself suffer, and in pain. It isn't fair. I just hope you can find that bit of peace and happiness one day, because you deserve to feel that.