When I'm feeling better, I look at my T a whole lot more. For the most part, it's up and down every session.

Funny things that I've realized when I do look at my T are.....

• how much older he looks in person than in my mind
• how much he twirls the pen he holds
• how many funny facial expressions he has
• how kind his eyes are
• how much he looks at me - eek!

I find I look when I'm trying to make a specific and important point. Like if he's saying one thing but it's completely not true, I'll pause, look at him, and reiterate that it's not true.