Hi i read your post earlier and I was just sitting here thinking about your situation. I think you are taking the right steps posting on the site. Like you said. You are not feeling comfortable yet talking in person. Take small steps which you are comfortable with. I've been going thru a real bad stretch of crying spells. Fortunately my insurance gives me a hotline to a licensed therapist. I spent Sunday for an hour crying on the phone to a total stranger who I probably will never meet in person. That sort of option would probably be good for you. Keep your eye out for a hotline in which you could talk on the phone. It may ease you into talking in person.

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