I am having major anxiety attacks. I just re-entered the work place I am a marketing and Image consultant for a professional speaker. Most of my work is phone sales, I love the work I do however, it really goes against my multiple personality disorder because in order to book a speaker for a gig, I have to use cleaver lines and disgiuses to get contact names and neccessary information to sell the speaking engaement.

Since I have over 25 personas the ability to get the sales pitch done is almost second nature. The big however, after doing the telemarketing for 4 hours a day, the real me is so lost I get physically sick with a panic attack from all the switching and then trying to bring me the host back.

The work itself is so much fon for my alters but it ends up draining me for the rest of the night.

I am not sure I should be doing this type of work again. I am sort of scared, got any advice