We all have issues. Who doesn't? I mean after all we live in world where we have a-bombs and buy water in bottles. I think compared to global ****ed upness, we all come off pretty well.

And as for "needing" to be medicated.... those are mind altering substances. People did "drugs" all history long. AND I am not using the word drugs in pejorative sense... it's just things that alters how we feel. Heck, deep breathing, trance music or food could be considered mind altering. If meds help you, then great. It is your way of dealing with living in your skin and in the world... but that should come to you and be your choice.

we cannot tell you who you are. Doctors cannot tell you that, and if they do, they are manipulative quacks. You need to find that yourself. And it's up to you how to get there.