Back to the social awkwardness. I used to feel that way too then, I realized the self pity doesn't work for me. I make the awkwardness work for me. I've learned to be comfortable in my awkwardness. I'm happy with myself and I'm very funny because of it! Which leads me to be rather well liked.

Secret? Everyone feels like they're socially awkward or has doubts about themselves sometimes.

Oh, and medications are not a requirement. If you don't want to take 'em, don't. There isn't much evidence that they actually work for most people with "bipolar disorder" anyway and even less as prevention. Ever wonder why all the books talk about "break through" episodes? Why people are always adjusting their meds? Look it up.