Dark Heart,
I, too, am diagnosed with Bipolar I with psychotic features. This last year I have spent in a fantasy world of psychosis. And I continue to feel so very alone in a world where it seems like nobody understands or wants to understand how I feel and what I am going through. Thanks for your post. It makes me realize that there is at least one other person out there may understand what I am going through.

I hope to hear from you again. Take care and be safe.
Phoenix