Based on the language of your post, I'm guessing that happened? Bless your heart, I'm sorry Indie. I know that sucks.

Being young doesn't make it not real, and it doesn't mean you don't know what love is (whether it was or wasn't). If anything, in a lot of ways, it makes it more difficult. But at the same time, you (we...I always feel weird addressing someone in my age group as though I'm older. Forgive that quirk) are young. Yes, it certainly sucks right now. Break ups always do (I'm somewhat of an expert on that matter at this point ). But you've your whole life ahead to find that guy out there. There isn't a rush. I know that Asperger's must add an additional set of challenges to that task, but that doesn't mean the task is impossible.

I hope I was of some help Indie. Take care, and know you're in my prayers.