Okay, so with extra semmester, I decided to finally move up my Russian skillz up a notch. Fot like the fourth time.

My problem with learning language so late is that I feel very awkward in it. All of sudden I cannot express my thoughts in the way I would like to. I feel stupid and incompetent. I hate that I cannot speak everything on my mind.

How to overcome it? English is not my native language, but I started learning it very very young, as well as German (I would need to polish up that one too, because I forgotten a lot).