No the love of my life is not the one who got me hooked on the drugs. He is the one who is trying to get me off of them. He is the one who has said that if I don't get clean he will walk away for good. I have known the guy who is trying to get me clean for almost 3 years he is the love of my life not the giuy who got me hooked again. I walked away from the guy who got me hooked again.