Indie,
I am sorry for what ever happened to you. I don't want it is like to have your condition and trying to find someone but I can relate from having Bipolar and PTSD how hard it is to find someone. I have had so many relationships some lasted a long time others didn't. A lot of the time it ended because of my Bipolar other times it ended because of my own stupidty. I have a friend CP who is 59 years old and I will tell you the same thing I tell him. There is someone out there for everyone. Once you stop looking and put it into God's hands you will find them. Your still young you have plenty of time don't rush into finding someone. I know that when I was 18 though all I could think about was finding my soulmate. I didn't meet mine til I was 19. Me and him aren't together at the moment but some day we will be togther again. It is just the time wasn't right for us. Don't give up on love girl there is someone out there for you. He will come along. Just be patient.