I like what you said Cocoa. I feel really bad for giving you grief about meds a while back so I wanted to apologize for that. I don't know what I was thinking.

Everyone is saying that we should experience how we feel for what it is, right? But doesn't that change for you all when you know that how you feel is because of a condition? It does for me. It's like, I am feeling this way because I have a disorder, and I try to hide how I am feeling cuz I'm ashamed of feeling that way. I won't let myself act out in a happy way cuz I know my wife and kids, other family and friends too, will be thinking that it's just cuz I'm bp. I can't stand that people will think of me that way!