Yesterday in my alcohol substance abuse group the t asked certain questions and expected u to be honest so i told her yes i do think about suicide and a year and a half ago i had a plan but my former t and i processed it we shred the plan together and i signed a contract, i think she is a new therapist because she is so textbook about everything so on break she called me to her office and saw my past history on the computer from my former t and asked if she should be worried about me which i told her no, she told me i needed to attend an extra group today and if i was a no show the crisis center would call my house and if i didnt pick up they would show up to my house, i tell u sometimes honesty is not the best policy