This saddens me that you feel this way. Your family loves you. The whole you. Not just the part of you without the bipolar, or the part of you that puts up a mask so no one sees it. Trust me they see through the mask they are your family and they love you for all of you. They probably wouldnt want you if you were not who you are. Bipolar makes us special. Believe it or not, you are special. People are drawn to us is what I was told. I wish you could see how special you are.