you dont suck and your certainly not a horrible person!! im a self harmer and id stopped for about 6 months until i got down again!!! my scars were starting to heal and i was quite pleasedwith my self!! ive cut all my arms again and my feet and it is a constant reminded your right , but im getting help now like i should of done a long long time ago its hard and i think the urge for me will always be there but im hoping its gonna be easier!!! please dont be down on your self we are what we are and yeah we may not be perfect but were us and were loved for us!!! just need a little guidance some times no shame in that!!! take care if you wanna chat my email is teawench@hotmail.co.uk