Thank you. BP is just a part of who we are. It makes us stronger people than your average person. We have been through so much more than the average person can even wrap their little minds around. It would be easier to just give up and blame it all on bp and lay down and give up. But Im a fighter and I love my family. I cant let them watch me rot away. Dan your going to find your way. Your going to be the best you that you can be and there is nothing fake about that. Find your true passion in this life. Probably your family and pour your emotions into them. Love them like crazy and let them know everyday how much. When your angry, decypher it inside your mind before it comes out of your mouth. When your on one of your highs let yourself be happy and let your family enjoy that with you. Play games with them or let them see how whitty you are. Work on your Strengths that bipolar has given you.