I dont think you have to worry about not being genuine. Stay true to yourself in everything you do, but you are allowed to be happy, you are allowed to feel good when your mind says feel good there is nothing fake about that. You sound like a pretty genuine person. Just dont go around doing the valley girl voice then people might think somethings up....lol jk No but seriously let yourself feel happiness, when your are feeling too down, change it and make it positive. Check in with yourself like Anika said, make sure your staying where you want to be. Its been good talking to ya Dan