Well I'm back lol - I had the wrong time! I was there early and everything, then another lady walks in at 10:35... I recheck my calendar book, and my appointment isn't until 11:30. She, the pdoc, just lives down the street luckily, it's out of her house (the back secret side of her house). The other lady was so sweet and apologized to me lol, now I'm fascinated like what's her condition she goes there for, she looks fit and kind and happy, wonder if she's on meds, which ones lol. Oh my, oh well ... doh! Fricken frustrating but I'm gonna roll with it.

Good job on mascara on *both* eyes! hahaha! I misplaced mine or my daughter borrowed it, could use it right now to help look less sleep deprived. When I was a child, my mom once put blue eyeliner on her eyebrows thinking it was her eyebrow pencil, omg still makes me lmao thinking about that day at the store with her

And glad to know you search them too, they are odd and somewhat fascinating (sorry and no offense to anyone here who might be a member :/). I was once in LA for visiting someone, and drove by their mansion, they were having an event and it looked like an amusement park haunted house. Just over the top fancy, with colored lights, huge gates, big burly security guys with microphones lining the street, and the limousines of course.

So what did you learn about antlers? Make an antler chandelier would be fun.

Anyway, yea... pap test ughh... I'm supposed to do that too but been avoiding it. Sorry for the rambling, hope you understand right?

Aaaand it is my birthday, I'm 39 today! Trying to roll with this one too, and stay positive!

Good luck with the pap, hopefully you can just get it over with and come back to report it's no big deal