Someone just asked me if I really did not want replies or if it was the depression talking. Yes, it was the depression talking. I just woke up (I didn't get to bed until 5 this morning) and I woke up from an "emotional nightmare" as I call them, shaking and crying and not sure what to do, it goes so much deeper than this, I should have left my post in Relationships...I can't handle this alone, I can't handle this at all really. It put me in the hospital once and I don't want to go there again...if anyone does want to post feel free, but if not I understand also.

Thank you,
Sujin