(((((((timeo))))))) I did the same thing late last night. I posted two things actually, (about the same subject) and I ended up deleting one of them. I tried to delete the second one, but it was too late. I have decided to let it stay anyway because it is how I feel. I don't want to hide anymore, I want to share, I just feel like I'm taking up space when I post about personal things. Also I feel vulnerable when I let myself open up like that.
I don't know a whole lot about Avoidant Personality Disorder, but I do know how hard it can be to open up. I hope you will be able to post again about yourself when and if you feel comfortable.
Sujin