For the past 23 years I have been married to a man who has always insisted that the family attend a local church together as a family. Last weekend, out of the blue, he announced that he would no longer be attending church withthe rest of the family. I asked "why?" He says....."it's between God and me!"

I don't buy it at all. I think that he knows he has lost control over me and this is his way of saying "pay back time....I'll get you where it hurts!"

We got into a bit of a hassle over it this aftenoon. I am angry, feel betrayed, feel like I am being lied to. I feel this massive amount of emotions building up in me and I don't know what to do with it. If it hadn't been such a big deal all these years it would have had much less impact on me. But he always made it a priority.

A friend of mine thinks that he is just trying to get me to take a fall and land in some psych ward...Which I will NOT!!!!! do!!!! But what do I do???
AAArrgghh!!!

Sweet


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