I've been thinking about you, Becca--I'm so glad to hear from you tonight. Your husband seems to be consistent support for you. Maybe that's your secret to making it all this time, without having to return to the hospital.

Please consider Christina's excellent point, however. Your husband's boss may well respect him too much to ever look down on the woman he obviously works so hard to support. Don't stay home, out of the hospital, simply because you have the will power/mental fortitude to "make" it happen. Later, it may not be as easy for your husband to rearrange things ... right now may be exactly the best time for you to go in the hospital as an inpatient for a complete tuneup.
I think accepting help gets easier when you begin realizing how much better you can be when you care for yourself more quickly and people respond by being grateful that you let them help. It takes some getting used to ... it's not something that "makes sense" in a normal sort of way.

You seem lots better overall. You always did seem intuitive about your meds.

Roadie