Yes it's ok to do, this is your life, your body. Reinvent is growth, personal, emotional, mental, spiritual. You may fall down sometimes, I often do, but we're standing now - or laying down lol, but we're still here.

Success is getting up one more time than you've fallen down.

We are fluid beings, always possible to change, grow, evolve. This is not fake at all, this is the path of life. Just gotta trust, believe in yourself. Even if you feel like it failed before, try it again, or try it a different way.

You've been a good friend to me many times, offering help and inspiration. I think you would tell me to believe in myself.

You can offer this friendship to yourself, help balance the negative self talk and catastrophic thinking we torture ourselves with. And sometimes you might find that the negative self talk was just trying to make you change and be happy or more effiecient or whatever, because it is you as well, it just has an asshole harsh way of going about it. (mine does at least)

Hugs Dan you can do this! I believe in you. Takes time, we are works in progress.