Bebop--

I can feel that pain when you said your mom talked to your cousins and never did to you. Not to get on a mom bashing session...... but mine does that very thing. She's like that with other non-related females around my age--- she's even told me how she wishes so and so was HER daughter.

It hurts so much-- I'm sorry your mom wouldn't/couldn't see the love for you. I'm so so sorry Bebop my heart aches for you. It's hard to understand why a parent acts the way they do towards some, yet different with others.....

Thanks for saying you're here..... that means a lot.

mandy