Liv hon I say it again hon!! you have grown so much over the last 10 yrs it is hard to imagine you being the same person! I congratulate you! You are an amazing young woman now and I am just thrilled. Maybe it is being in the country and more secluded that you are having this kind of reaction. I know I use to be really outgoing and ready to grab the world..now all I want to do mostly is sit in the house. I don't like to be around alot of people anymore. You hang in there hon...you will get that back!