I think so......I mean I don't know if a psychiatrist would consider it 'psychotic' but that is certainly the only word I can think of to describe it. When I get triggered things can get pretty well psychotic. And if anything these episodes have only become more frequent and I seem less able to handle even what were minor triggers before and only caused a bit of a reaction.

It sucks feeling alone with that though...so I can understand that as well. I mean I just don't know how to quite explain it to anyone without them freaking out....or not really being comfortable talking about it. I mean what am I supposed to say 'be careful around me because I might freak the hell out'?

I'm currently trying to figure out what I can even do about it, I've even considered having myself admitted to a psych ward or something but then there is the cost and well I would prefer not to resort to that(chances are I'll eventually freak out in public and be forced there anyways)...so unfortunatly I don't really have advice about it but i have experienced extreme states from PTSD.