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Originally Posted by dubblemonkey
now here's the thing!
when in the depression cycle I distinctly remember how good mania is...(it seems)...I achieve so much I can juggle life with no hands! This both makes the depression worse and yet escapable because it's not happening right then 'but' also inspires me to climb out of the hole.
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Sometimes in my deep depressions, this is one of the few things I have to hold onto. More often than not, I swing from depression into mania and not the other way around, so I think to myself, "if I end it now, I'll miss out on a really good hypomania!" I do reach a point where I even lose sight of that though, and that's when I'm really in trouble.