Feeling very guilty for spending 3 hours last night with a new friend and not spending any time with my husband. This is a person that I am in group therapy with, so she understands my struggles with mental illness. We shared more of our stories with each other, and it felt really good. I got the feeling that my husband was annoyed by my leaving last night to spend some time with this person. I keep reminding myself that my H was very tired last night and that I might have just percieved him as being annoyed when in reality he wasn't. My anxiety is extremely high because of this.