Gosh I know the feeling. I`m a business woman, successful have a child, house , car....everything but have been anxious all my life. I look like the strongest person. Everyone too comes to me when in need & they think I`m great. So just all this to tell you first of all, you are strong, extremely strong. I was full of panic when pregnant & have been since I was 17. I was so afraid of being a bad mom but you know what, I`m a really good mom & my son reminds me every day. It`s so hard to live with this & I really think you keeping all this inside is not helping you at all. It`s hard enough living with all the anxiety so therapy might really be beneficial & also maybe if the needy people around you knew you had this they would not put so much on you. You will be a great, understanding mom, believe me.if anything it might just really help to vent here. Please let us know how you are. HUGS