interesting post. yes I think its a great idea to consider going back to therapy.. I replyed interesting post because of the present tense usage of alters are going to mess up your life where as me when I was diagnosed with DID my life was already messed up because of my DID.. I had already been living with alters all my life so alters were from my early childhood been taking over doing what ever they like all my and their life.

suggestion instead of fearing what hasnt already happened look back on your life and the problems that having alters have already caused you, then fix those problems that way those problems wont affect your future.

kind of like finding out you have had an ulcer looking back you can see what foods cause you stomach problems, take care of that problems by medication and not eating the foods that caused you problems in the past will prevent any future problems with those same foods and ulcer problems.

taking care of the past, take care of the present and future which will result in alters not messing up your life from here on out.