Hey "Blue", your welcome for my honesty above, and I hope all is well or atleast stable enough with you and your kids to give you some breathing room. I finally cried a little last night. If I were a devout man I would demand God answer my prayers for you, but all I could offer is to sell my soul to the devil, and last time I tried that a few years ago, he didn't want it. I like to think that all the caring and wishes that people send out here turn into miracles.
As for sleep....its wierd that a lot of us are having the same problem. I know I'm totally exhausted. Not so much from just 3-4hrs of sleep but from battling the demons inside and the trigger monsters on the outside. I'm just exhausted from dragging my soulless body through each day because its scared to face the world and can't control its self-destructive behavior. I know my problems are only a grain of sand compared to yours and others here, but I would gladly carry yours even if briefly, you deserve that much. We all need to send out good vibes this evening and maybe the power of many will work and we'll all sleep like babies.
As for the memo on those songs being oldies, I suggested "Blue", Ill hold it from you for another 5 years ok?