Ashley,
Well sweetheart it seems that you have a lot on your plate right now. If you are feeling overwhelmed (and it appears that you are) perhaps you should consider talking to someone like a therapist or a school counselor. They could probably help you sort out some of your feelings and give you some advice on how to handle your situation better.
If you feel as though your depression is starting to bother you perhaps seeing a therapist is a good idea. While I am not an automatic pusher of meds i am sure he or she could recommend what is best for your situation.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>