I've had many different dxs over the years, but I thought it was finally settled when my caseworker said I had rapid cycling bipolar with psychosis. I told him I was called schizophrenic and he said I wasn't considered that anymore. But last visit, my psychiatrist calls me schizoaffective. What is it then?

Then there is the fact that I will never know what was wrong with me as a kid. I know ADHD or bipolar or both were involved, but I'm still wondering if Asperger's was involved too.

And I know I used to be considered Anxiety NOS, but I don't know if that's still on my record. I suspect I have mild PTSD, but I don't know if I have enough bad dreams about the car accident to have that, mostly I'm just afraid of cars.

Then I was considered OCD for a while, but I protested that one, I don't think it's part of my diagnosis anymore, but when I catch a glimpse of the computer screen, something about OCD is typed in there, but I don't know what.