Allright,now i will answer all 3 of you in one post.
Miswimmy1,when you wrote about pharma gabba i decided to read about it in the internet,what other says.And there wasn't very good responses.They say if it helps reduce anxiety,than only for a little bit,hardly noticing.

agma,yes,i heard about it too,a lot of person recommend it.But propanolol you have to buy with prescription,which is not easy to do(you need to visit doctor,etc).Also there's written,that you can't stop using it,without consulting your doctor(so i need to visit doctor often).Also,you can buy it without prescription(i don't know,it will be the same tablets??)but i don't know about safety(doctor should say how much shoul i use).And i found site,when you're buying propanolol it comes with viagra(Huh,strange connection,right?...)

monkeysocks,i moved to UK,to move from my family,i decided,that i can overcome my social phobia,by living alone.Also,in UK it is easier to find job.And like i said,i don't know english this good,to find therapist in UK.Latvian therapist i don't trust,i haven't heard nothing good about them.I heard about english and also russian therapists.But it's harder to get in russia,also,i need a lot money for that.You see,it is very difficult situation.But somehow i managed to overcome myself and find a job in UK,but it's allmost impossible to find friends in this condition.
IMPORTANT!I found in internet,that serotonin can help overcome anxiety.Who knows something about that?Anyway,i'm ordering today SEROTANE WELLNESS and CELEXIL®.
Thank you all for responses!!!