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Originally Posted by littlemssunshine
I am happy you came back! Well, from the sounds of it, your job is incredibly stressful, and you should definitely evaluate whether this position is the right one for you. 10 years, off and on, is still an incredibly long time, but if you are getting yelled at, feeling mistreated, and being under-appreciated, it may be in your best interests to find a job that you are excited to go to every day. Work is work, but you deserve to be happy, treated with kindness and respect, and feel good about the position that you have. I know I am a sensitive person and would be devastated if I had to put up with a handful of the days you have had, so I can't imagine what you are going through.
I would meet with a therapist and talk out your options with someone. You shouldn't feel trapped; there are always choices to help make things better, even if you do want to continue working at this company. I will keep you in my prayers!
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I do see a therapist once a week
since I was in the hospital in February. So she knows what's been going on at work. I don't hold anything back, so she knows everything. She suggested maybe cutting my hours back to 20-24. But I need at least 30 hrs to pay my bills, which is what I'm working right now. I honestly don't think that I can work there anymore. It really is becoming too much for me. I want to find another job, but just can't seem to find the time to do it. And it doesn't help that my depression has been out of control for most of August. I just started some new medication for it too this past week. Right now, I just feel like giving up the fight altogether. I'm staying at my mom's tonight only because I don't think that I should be alone. I just wish I could these emotions better. Sometimes I feel like that it's better to have no emotions at all than it is to have one single emotion.