Hey! I have been to my GP on Wednesday and he put me on strong tablets 30mg zispin, 20mg lexapro, xanax .5mg (3 times daily). I am not a person that likes to take tablets. But I will take them to see how I go. But all I want to do is just finish it all. But I think of my fiancé at the last minute (every time I try anything) and i stop! Is there any end to it all. My doc has told me to "put myself first" I told him if I do I'll kill myself. It's putting other people stop me. :-(

Smudge!