PC...I feel ya, as I have hardly been able to keep a steady job at all. I have also come to the conclusion that there is almost always going to be something there to drag me down. I guess this is life. I think accepting that and tying to decide that you will handle it as calmly and as positively as you can helps. I listen to a lot of Wayne Dyer and one of my favorite quotes of his is "If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change". {HUGS}