well i have come this far since the first time i tried to do the unmentionable, woke this morning full of dread didnt want to get up, lots of things going through my mind, scared to sit in my kitchen in silence because then bad thoughts invade my mind, but while im busy i can get by, i swore i would never put my children through that again because i not only hurt myself i hurt my children, and if i had succeeded i would not have been there for my husband when he needed some support,
i still get bad days but i hopping with the right support i will get through these times, i have found some good ppl on here