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Trigger..... 12 yr old suicide











My 12 yr old next door neighbor committed suicide on Monday. I didn't think much of this, in regards to myself, until a neighbor told us there was a vigil. I realized I was jealous that he succeed. Yes, I was mortified by my feeling too. When realizing that I feel that way I though it was best for us not to attend. We're in a close knit community so we made an excuse that we had things already planned and left the complex. Well there's another one Monday. Given my current state, my husband just getting out of a long depression, and it possibly triggering my son, I really feel it's a bad idea for us to go. I really don't know how to get out of going or should we just "suck-it-up" to support the family?