my God!....

I am in sudden tears just to see those words on the screen....
a 12 year old ...just a kid oh my God the poor kid what was happening?
in a twelve year olds mind to ...I am wet faced crap thats upsetting.

....my best mate died on purpose 3 years ago and I was undeniably jealous and I went to join him a couple months later I could not let it go and it all went wrong.

I really don't know what to advise?

I would probably make a personal and private comfort. I don't know it's so delicate and awfull I am still in tears..

a poor kid...****!

I'm sorry