i always worry about being found out. I am open pretty much about my MI to those I know, but I work in the professional community and I often wonder what would happen if people knew I was once committed against my will and hospitalized not once, but twice. There is much i want to write on this site and often do, but then I delete it because I get paranoid that someone will see it and trace it back to me, so I rarely post things I want to talk about and just spend my time in games.