I can kind of relate, whenever I have money I end up spending far to much of it on useless garbage like junk food and sodas....or booze, when I don't even really feel like drinking. Or I end up losing track of what all I've gotten. Or with my credit card as of late I used it a few times and now I gotta pay the bill with money I cannot garantee I have. I got it taken care of this month so I am trying to just let it go for now...and worry about getting the minimum payment for next month in when the time comes.

After I get the $260 paid off though I think I'll probably cancel the thing, just causes me too much stress even if I use it when I for sure have the money in cash or in my bank account. I feel like kind of an idiot for using my credit card the past few times though......I was already under too much stress so the last thing I should have been doing was creating more debt with my credit card.

Another money issue I have is I also end up getting ahead of myself spending a lot on other people....I like to be generous when I have money but I think sometimes I over-do it and forget I should think about the things I need that I could use the money for before I go spending it on everyone else.