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Originally Posted by BlueInanna
i think you've been old before your time for quite a long time.
you want to know something, if you're brave enough to be honest, i'm a freakin warrior and can be honest too: my pdoc is basically my drug dealer.
i like my adderalls, i like my clonopins, i like welbutrin... but she sees the bipolar and I pretty much take the lithium so i can have the other stuff.
but then i have my times where i quit everything and want to be pure and cleansed and one with the earth.
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the only way I can be one with the Earth Blue...medically?
is to rot in the dirt faster than they can fill my next prescription.
an example:...after adhd diagnosis...
nearly pooped my pants on the way to the chemist and did in actual fact once! several times over several months........just to whack that crap up my arm....same with benzos...pain killers whatever....
ever see a guy running fast for no apparent reason? "there goes bipolar mad nutboy jimmy finding his way out so he thinks! just try stop his feet break the necks and minds of those in the way"
the only thing that holds my head together is my hands and it's a pity I need them to do other things
....oops forgot what I was saying
..yep I really did....sorry Blue