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Originally Posted by azirongrl
I have been medicated in some way (Wellbutrin, then Effexor, then Zoloft, currently Celexa) for over a decade now. Have dealt with feelings of unworthiness, sadness, etc. all my life.
I regularly feel as though I am not worth living for or loving, despite my amazing life. I have a great husband, a loving and supportive family, a great job that I love, and truly no complaints... yet I am regularly, overwhelmingly SAD... all I want to do is sleep or cry.
Thoughts? Ideas? Advice?
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pleasantness is relative dumbfounding .
I have an incredible brain....it's all I have got and I am overwhelmingly primed to destroy it.
...it's like a driving force otherwise directed and sending me sideways oblique?....and thats only slightly sad...because guilt will complete the scene.....infiltrate annihilate and enslave me.
sadness as you describe is undefined!
attempting to 'attach' it to the innocent things around me will only make me more confused....
attempting to 'attach' depression to the beautiful things around you will only enable it to overwhelm....
that you have love and comfort ...best to share and express and not feel bad doing so
and you have done this here
depression has a mind of it's own and the 'mind' is a powerful thing
....there is a reason...there must be one or a few.....
depression is very personal...
just don't give up...
