I have such a need for personal interaction lately that its not funny. I'm out with my friend but need more people to talk to. I miss "him" tonight. I am finding the online dating thing to be weird. (People block you for who knows what reason.) And nothing is fast enough! Yet I'm trying to be patient. And friends of mine are having trouble and I'm trying to be a good ear. I hope I can sleep tonight. I hate feeling lonely for someone.

My pdoc said last Wednesday that I'm doing just fine. I don't feel fine.