i'm ridiculous it's too late to change...

I know very nothing about relaxing actually nothing allthough I am calm as I write.....almost
calm as a mosquito on a comet

I inhale pain and confusion unsuffocated unlucky!

what I want to know?

....why do I hold this contaminated breath?

I just gasp for months and longer in pollution and my scuba brain overcompensates ...self contained my butt!

when the sky is so huge so vast ...how come I don't lung-funny love it.?

I want to learn to meditate

my brain delegates and I ignore....it wants oxygen I am so tense.

"listen bald lung boy...quit screwin' around and grow some air!"