I'm not thinking so much about suicide as I am homicide or genocide... not on my school or family though... and I'm the sad one... I feel so terrible...
And history class... I am tired of my teacher's BS that he teaches... I hate it... He makes it seem like it was my people fault that we got slaughtered... And if I say anything against it, I am a racist... its such a long story... blah...
I hate this world so much... I hate my government, the stupid sadistic abusive ****ing ***** it is.
And no, I don't see a T. I can't afford it.