I'm really glad I'm not alone for feeling jealous. Me too, that's why Miguel wont be attending. I think I'm going to make a sympathy card and put it in there mail box. Then I can maul over it until Monday night. If I do chose to go I will be the only one attending in my household . I wish my husband would come but he has his own feelings to sort out. I have to respect that. How would I know if attending will be harmful for me?

I think death by train was his first thought but having a gun did him in.