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Hi all thanks for all responses
i had polio when i was 4 since then i cant walk normally ever again , i can walk but i cant raised my legs ( my doctor said its miracle since i still can walk because to be able to walk you should be able to raised or make a move your legs but i cant), i have problem with balance so i fell so easily even strong wind can make me fell .. silly i knnow , and since i became older my condition became worst i develoved hyper lordosis ( very hyper)
i no longer on theraphy because its not working.. everyone just expect me to accept thhing as they are......and for me words fate its not enough explanation ... iam often wondering .. would they be able to accept thing as they were if they through the same thing as me?
its always easier to talk then done ...
i think iam lucky since my condition hasnt affected my upper body so i depend on my hands a lot, i can drive automatic car but i no longer have a car because i had worst accident twice , now because iam broke i have to stay with my parent and we lived in small village and i never get out from house if no one take me out ( no public transportation).. and its kinda sucks when everytime you have to go somewhere you have to beg someone to take you there but again nothing i can do much unless to accept this until i have enough money to move out
and about my flashback.. idk what this all about but its also sucks because i cry everywhere , even in the middle funny conversation ... i hate cry in front people coz i cant explain why iam crying and its embarassing
well after all this is what people called ... LIFE
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