I have to admit, though, again...it really stings when my "family" is skiing in the French Alps, going on vacays, driving 100k cars, wearing 80k watches, living in 5k sq ft homes +... and supposedly living the dream. Me, not so much though in that regard. And they are total Ns and have other serious mi so they get great enjoyment and empowerment comparing their lives to mine.

That hurts a lot.